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Cake day: September 21st, 2024

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  • Christmas time trees.

    I remember the warm colorful glow of the greens, teals, pinks, purples, yellows, oranges, and reds. all circling a dying(death not color) green tree covered in shimmering tinsel. topped with a big gold star with colored lights glowing in it.

    I miss laying under the tree as one of our cats lay next to my head purring whilst I peer through the branches and inhale the sweet pine aroma.

    If I could experience that once a year again…I’d probably not be so mean or angry. I know I’ll never get to feel that sense of security again, I just wish I could feel it one last time.

    maybe in my death throes I’ll finally experience it.